Saturday, August 20, 2005

i'm reminded of him. not very sure what happened, and i even dreamt of him fooling ard, like the usual him. its almost half a year since he left us, still aint feeling good. sometimes, i might even look around to look for him, hoping that he's still there, joking and laughing.
its the 7th month now, and i hope he can make his way back to school and wish that he'll know that we still miss him. .
but jiawen says malay and chinese got different district in hell. HAHA.
still able to make a joke out of it.
i'm alright.


my best bud is now out of my life.
i feel weird, bad, upset, unhappy and any vocab that is associated with sadness and loneliess.